Hi, I'm Maddie. I am a mother of one who enjoys anything outdoors, fashion, Chiefs football, and all things mental health (ED, BD1, OCD, GAD). As the mother of a little spunky girl, I never thought there would be a day that my body would be able to carry a life. Here’s why: While in…
Mindflowers: BP1 with Maddie Vandiver
Mental Health: Depth Over Diagnosis
I don't ever want anyone to view me as weak. Mostly because I know I am the opposite of weak. I have endured what many would consider a hefty load in my life, and I have been forged in the fire more often than not. That being said, I still have many defense mechanisms in…
A Note From The Pro of Panic
I know what you're feeling right now. That tightness in your chest that just won't let up. The feeling of "impending doom" that wreaks havoc on your mind, making it nearly impossible to function normally. Shaking hands, hyperventilating, constant tears, racing thoughts... I've been there. I am very familiar with these scenarios; You see, I…
Won’t You Be My Neighbor?
I have a hard time making friends. I'm not sure if it's my complete disdain for small talk, or my unwillingness to reveal weakness to others... either way, I have many acquaintances and few lasting friendships from my youth. As a side bar, I try not to envy the personality traits of others. After all,…
Within Normal Limits
I went to Gatlin's Valentine's party at daycare today. 15 screaming toddlers armed with glue sticks and heart-shaped stickers... it was pandemonium and I was sweating profusely. Also, I think it should be noted that I actually patted myself on the back for not only getting Gatlin cards to hand out, but also taping some…