When I was in middle school, one could say I was "on fire" for the Lord. I was at every church camp and outing, and even more, I was on the front row with arms raised and waving. I could seriously get my Jesus on, y'all. My best friend at the time and I made…
Mental Health
It’s All in Your Head
Have you ever broken a bone? I mean like speeding to the ER, X-rays and casts.... really broken? If you have, then you know the drill. Crutches and pain medicine, physical therapy and work limitations... it's all part of the healing. People understand bone breaks, because they are tangible. No one expects you to just…
Living Water
Nursing puts many vulnerable people in your path, by definition. Nurses care for the sick and injured, and we see plenty of both every single day. This vulnerability is especially tangible in the recovery room. Waking up from anesthesia, patients are disoriented, hurting, and confused... not to mention completely defenseless. I talked about one particular scenario…
Just a Journal Entry
On our walk this morning, Gatlin and I happened upon a turtle. We live right next to a small pond, and this turtle had wandered onto the surrounding path. More on this later. Now let me back track. Just prior to this sighting, I had been deep in thought/prayer. Trying to refocus, reset... or even…
You can’t skip the struggle
Sometimes, I lose my shit.And I'm not talking about a few glistening tears on my cheek either. I'm talking about full blown meltdowns, epic panic attacks, and raging fury... fueled by an all encompassing fear. Recently, these episodes have been more frequent and devastating, leaving me withered and weak. And now, as I sit alone…